It's Over (UC)

Title: It's Over

Author: Dvizheniya 

 Genre: Drama 

Rating: [G]

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My heart is hurting

and you don't know it

Maybe you can imagine it

how I'm feeling?

When I think of you

about us ...

our past ...

It seems to me as if it was ages ago.

Are you feeling the same way?

Or you simply don't care?

The memory is still so intense.

I can still feel you.

I see our photos ...

I can see love,

secureness, passion ...

But I'm coming to a point..again and again..

That it's over

It's over with you

It's over with us...

Now all our dreams trickle like water in sand

Was it all worth it?

Should we have continued fighting more?

I love and hate you at the same time.

It's such a strange feeling.

I like to get rid of this feeling

It disgusts me.

The thought of you makes me sick.

I hate you for everything you've done to me.

I love you for everything you've given me.

How do we go on now?

Should it go on at all?

I don't think about it anymore.

My memories still hovering very strongly in our past

I can't get rid of it.

They're like an individual part of my body.

Do you belong equally to my life?

Will I ever be able to cope it?

I'm so desperate

There is no turning back

It's over.

It's over with our love.

All our plans and dreams just gone.

In one second ...

In ... 3 words: It' is over!

It hurts when I think about it.

I'm suffocating.

I'm trying to hate you.

There's no other choice left.

You make it easy to me ...

You've said and shown me that you don't love me

I am grateful for this.

I hate you!

This thought is hurting.

My chest is burning.

I never would have thought that I'll ever think about those kind of things.

I wanted to give my life for you...
I had die for you...

And now?

Well...and now I would prefer to send you to hell.

What happened to us?

Other things were more important than me?
Why?

What will happen to us? 

Will I ever get rid of this pain and hatred?

Or will this thought accompany me in my whole life..

...just when I read your name?

Damn, I still love you ...

Why?

After the last sentence Julia took a picture of Lena out of a frame

held it over a burning lighter and observed how her past love was burning..
burning right in front of her eyes.

The picture will no longer exist in a few seconds ....

The only way she could cope the cruel reality, to see

how their love disappeared in their hands,

fell to the floor..burned in small pieces ...

only in a few seconds ... like the three words:

'It's over' ....